You probably think I’m talking about Belle, but no. I am the one wearing the cranky pants today. I hate to be an Eeyore and say poor me, but you know when you just have a really crappy day and can’t seem to shake it? I hope you don’t because not being able to let go and continuously dwell on something negative that happens is hard on the head.
Without giving away too many details, let me just say that I’ve been having some trouble dealing with someone to the point where it keeps me up at night. I have felt blindsided, disrespected and made to feel like I don’t know what I’m doing as far as my career is concerned. This has been going on for a while now, but it has become more of a constant in my life that is always on my mind.
The sad part is that rather than coming home and being happy to see Hubby (Duncan), I take my frustration out on him and don’t pay enough attention to Belle, which makes me feel like I’m failing at home as well as work.
Anyway, it is what it is, and I know I just need to learn to let go. Easier said than done, in my opinion but life goes on. I will pick myself up, dust myself off and move on. Tomorrow, I will start the day off right with a hug from Belle, a kiss and “I love you” from Hubby, a big cup of (decaf) coffee and I will do my very best at work. But, I will remember that at the end of the day, it is “just a job” and my family is what matters most because I know they will be there for me, even when I am “Miss cranky pants.”